i need a week more or a month t prepare.

im still in the holiday mood and am still lazy t even pack my bag, t wash off my nail polish, t trim my nails,t get ready my shoes and socks or maybe i shldnt even be doing tht. well.

im glad i made everyone laughed their arse off ytd at millie's place. i did what i was told and yes its so damn true. i was really happy last night. Maybe everyone was happy as well.

If only i wasnt that naive.

If only i listened.

If only i could cherish like before.

and maybe things.....